why?

Today was a very long, long, long day... My only question for myself and something to dwell on is why... Why is it? So many why's in the world but today in particular a major why that has bugged me for as long as I can remember.

Why can I not ever balance a work life and a personal life? I can never get that balance and it really gets to me. For some reason one or the other always suffers. And it completely beats me up. If I ever get the answer I know I will truly be happy.

Now all I need to do is find a place and time like in the above shot to ponder these things!! Time to return to some work and prepare for a little trip away...